Under Pressure

Posted on: November 2, 2011

It’s my Junior year.  I understand the importance. I’m trying so much harder than I ever have.  But my mom really wants me to do more with these 2 outside of school programs and she asks me for updates on them daily and I tell her the same thing everyday, because they do like 2 monthly events so not much is going on and then she keeps telling me how important it is for me to stay involved and I need to do more with them but what else can I do?!!?! And I know she has my best intentions in mind but I don’t think she knows what this is doing to me.  It’s making me stressed and making cry and it makes me feel like I’m not good enough, because I’m honestly trying my best with everything and she wants more and I don’t know what else I can do and I just want to make her happy…This stressed feeling makes me want to cut or do something because I’m just not good enough right now.

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