thingsneedtobesaid

So this Ryan kid, last wednesday we were talking and he said he couldn’t do it anymore.  Meaning talk to me.  He said he had his own problems and he couldn’t deal with mine.  Thing is I was never asking him too.  He said he cared too much.  It hurt.  I don’t like getting my hopes up, especially with a guy, just to be dropped down and left alone.  I understand it though.  But what I don’t understand is why would he say this after I started eating again…

I hope everything gets better for him.  Maybe it’s best.  I don’t know if I can handle his problems.